September ’17: Woman at the Well

Watering our little patch takes about 90 minutes.

That’s every evening; we have a three month dry spell going on. Here is the picture for September 5, at

 9.5.17 at 9 pm

At 6:00 when the sun tucks down behind the rooftops, I pick up the bucket and the Jesus Prayer, and head outside. Usually the Jesus Prayer stays in mind for about five minutes before unraveling into thoughts of some hymn or pop tune or film trailer. But after a day of checking the fire maps and packing a bag in case we have to leave, tonight the prayer stitches together over and over. It flows at its own rhythm step by step with the sloshing bucket of dishwater toted down four floors, over the rocks and roots and pavement cracks to the fragile patch of leafy greenage. The ballast from the water and the prayer opens a calm and central space, letting in impressions of other small things.

Here is a curious wasp. Every time I step outside with a bucket, a wasp is right there. How can a wasp tell so fast that there is water on the way? They have a place to drink of their own in the garden patch; every night I fill a shallow little water dish with a broad edge where the insects can drink safely, clinging with their feet instead of falling in.
Here is the holler and squeak of kidlets in the swimming pool.
Here is beige dust of dry and crumbled pine needles, edging like splinters into my socks.
Here is the sound of fine crushed glass as my shoes cut across the baked grass.
Here is the disturbing smell of smoke coming from everywhere, and haze across the red ball sun.
Here is the nice smell of pasta sauce bubbling on someone’s stove.
Here are the crows coming home to roost, but instead of rivering high up in a silent graceful flow they shoot past bunched like a fist, just high enough to clear the trees; the security guard at the bank says the birds are staying out of the smoke by hiding in the thickest bushes all day, and that he saw one crow leave a roost and fly up and die in midair, and hit the ground.

Up stairs and down, one bucket of dishwater at a time.
It’s like the women in Samaria but in reverse; they brought their water home, and I carry mine away and out to the yard.
Besides, women in Samaria filled their buckets early before the heat set in.

That’s how they missed seeing Jesus show up at the well.
A more efficient preacher to Samaria would have gone straight to the city gate where the men hung out, and would have talked to them. But instead even with no bucket to draw water he went right to the well, picking the very hour that no proper woman would be there to draw him a drink. He never did get his drink. He did though find the one woman who wasn’t much welcome in the town and who showed up at noon to avoid the comments of the other women. So he has a talk with her about spiritual water, and how by showing up and offering a drink to him, she could find a drink for her own soul and even become a woman that her townspeople will respect and follow, because by being open minded and hospitable she has gained something that they want too.

Where are we supposed to worship? the woman at the well asks. Jerusalem?
But Jesus tells her to just worship in spirit and truth, and then anywhere is fine.

Finally it’s the last bucketful. We’re done.
The yard is silent; not a bird song anywhere.
The sky is soft and rosy from the closest forest fire, east over the mountains.
A breeze is coming up.
The wasp has his drink, sipping at the dish edge, tipping forward on little feet.
The leafy greens are safe for one more day, amen.

About maryangelis

Hello Readers! (= Здравствуйте, Читатели!) The writer lives in the Catholic and Orthodox faiths and the English and Russian languages, working in an archive by day and writing at night. Her walk in the world is normally one human being and one small detail after another. Then she goes home and types about it all until the soup is done.
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One Response to September ’17: Woman at the Well

  1. Robb says:

    I shared your meditation with a colleague this morning moments after I read it.
    Thank you Masha. What a nice reflection to start the day with today.
    Robb Scott

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